I've just been through all my messages and got them down to a decent number. I'm afraid most of my watcher notifications stretched back to last year, so I had to delete most of them. If I didn't thank you for the watch (I'm so sorry), THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WATCHING ME! It really means so much that people are still following my art even though I'm so inactive these days.
The amount of times I've considered ditching dA is ridiculous. The only reason I stay is because I made most of my friends on here (and still continue to make more) and find it difficult to make friends on tumblr (which is where everyone's moving to) - That and my art gets diddly squat notes on tumblr (fuck, I get more attention for my art on facebook for crying out loud) and I'm just worried that because of that I'd end up just wallowing in insecurity and giving up on art altogether. I'm so thankful I have my friends and watchers on here who continue to support me and keep encouraging me to do art even though I'm a lazy sod. I'll try my hardest to return the favor whenever I can.
Anyway, that turned into more of a rant than I wanted. Sorry again! Life's tricky at the moment, and while I have a good job and a decent income, I feel very lost and... 'floaty'? like, I'm not sure what the purpose of each day is anymore. To quote Blink, I guess this is growing up